那一年 我们都没有钱 (from web) December 30, 2008
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不知道从什么时候开始穿阿迪 耐克
也忘记了什么时候开始用香水 唇膏
以前的冷狗现在叫鲜奶提子
以前的三色杯现在不知所终
你为什么会痴迷于打钩的东西
你又为什么想要一身产品牌子
再然后你会知道Prada和Gucci
然后会用LV的包穿Armani的衣服
直到你死去的那天
当你最后微笑着看着你身边哭泣的人们
然后慢慢回想起自己的过去
你的回忆里
是不是会充满这些牌子 牌子 牌子
还是会想起那一年 我们都没有钱的时候我们穿着简单但是干净的衣服
略带皱褶但是整洁的鞋子
背着书包
也许路上会遇到顺路的同学
会聊起校园里的故事
那校园里的老槐树
还有透明的窗户狭窄的走道和嬉闹的孩子们
会在谈起某个同学的时候莫名地脸红
然后若无其事地岔开话题
会在体育课上尽情地欢呼
会在美术课上自由地涂鸦
然后
当班主任从窗口经过的时候赶紧收起抽屉里的漫画
抱背做好假装很认真但是内心很忐忑
会在每天做操的时候
踮起脚尖搜寻某个让自己魂牵梦萦的背影
然后在错身而过的瞬间
高傲的扬起头来
却在离开之后为自己的胆怯懊恼不已
会在收作业的时候
假装不经意的翻看检查下她的作业
其实无非就是想看看她一手漂亮的字
然后鸡蛋里挑骨头的告诉她
其实还有个简单的方法
会在早上进门的时候短暂地停留
不过就是为了能看见某个下一秒会出现在楼梯口的身影
又或者是系一系根本没松的鞋带
理一理没有被风吹乱的头发
趾高气扬的留下一个仓皇的背影
会在楼道上悄悄伸出身子
只为了能看清那个让你心跳停顿的女孩
然而当有人从你身边经过的时候
抬起头看远处的风景
把天边的云想像成她的样子那一年 当我们没有钱的时候
每天只是幻想着某天长大了以后
背着和身体差不多大的旅行包
带着心中的那个人
走遍这个世界的每一个角落那一年 我们还都没有钱
可是在许多年后
当我们开始注意到周围的人
他们背着LEVI‘S的、REEBOK的书包
穿G-STAR的衣服
出没在星巴克或者哈根达斯
周末的时候不是去打球而是去逛街
拿到衣服的第一反应不是适不适合
而是看看是什么牌子
会去鄙视那些穿干净的却不知道是什么牌子的孩子
会在手上挂满乱七八糟的丁丁坠坠
他们不再用激情洋溢到哀伤的情书去诉说一段感情
甚至他们会不断追求不同的女孩子去寻求刺激
然后在人群中大谈如何如何
去换取近乎嘲笑的惊叹对DUNK了若指掌却不知道宫保鸡丁的做法
常常换着不同的发型然后假装自己很低调
又或者打电话的时候故意说些其实和自己无瓜葛的经济现象
然后再很正经地说SUPER-STAR黑灰版式多么好看心中的对象开始划出价格
然后送名贵的香水和戒指
爱情在这个年龄被商品化
或者 商品被爱情化男女孩子开始游弋于众多男女孩子之间
这样
人们会称之为
成熟若当真如此
我情愿回到那一年
当我们都没有钱的时候
Gian-Carlo Rota: 10 Lessons of an MIT Education December 23, 2008
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Gian-Carlo Rota is professor/mathematician who spent most of his career at MIT.
(Copied from http://www.math.tamu.edu/~cyan/Rota/mitless.html)
10 Lessons of an MIT Education
by Gian-Carlo Rota

Lesson One: You can and will work at a desk for seven hours straight, routinely. For several years, I have been teaching 18.30, differential equation, the largest mathematics course at MIT, with more than 300 students. The lectures have been good training in dealing with mass behavior. Every sentence must be perfectly enunciated, preferably twice. Examples on the board must be relevant, if not downright fascinating. Every 15 minutes or so, the lecturer is expected to come up with an interesting aside, joke, historical anecdote, or unusual application of the concept at hand. When a lecturer fails to conform to these inexorable requirements, the students will signify their displeasure by picking by their books and leaving the classroom.
Despite the lecturer’s best efforts, however, it becomes more difficult to hold the attention of the students as the term wears on, and they start falling asleep in class under those circumstances should be a source of satisfaction for a teacher, since it confirms that they have been doing their jobs. There students have been up half the night-maybe all night-finishing problem sets and preparing for their midterm exams.
Four courses in science and engineering each term is a heavy workload for anyone; very few students fail to learn, first and foremost, the discipline of intensive and constant work.
Lesson Two: You learn what you don’t know you are learning. The second lesson is demonstrated, among other places, in 18.313, a course I teach in advanced probability theory. It is a difficult course, one that compresses the material typically taught in a year into one term, and it includes weekly problem sets that are hard, even by the standards of professional mathematicians. (How hard is that? Well, every few years a student taking the course discovers a new solution to a probability problem that merits publication as a research paper in a refereed journal.)
Students join forces on the problem sets, and some students benefit more than others from these weekly collective efforts. The most brilliant students will invariably work out all the problems and let other students copy, and I pretend to be annoyed when I learn that this has happened. But I know that by making the effort to understand the solution of a truly difficult problem discovered by one of their peers, students learn more than they would by working out some less demanding exercise.
Lesson Three: By and large, “knowing how” matters more than “knowing what.” Half a century ago, the philosopher Gilbert Ryle discussed the difference between “knowing how” courses are those in mathematics, the exact sciences, engineering, playing a musical instrument, even sports. “Knowing what” courses are those in the social sciences, the creative arts, the humanities, and those aspects of a discipline that are described as having social value.
At the beginning of each term, students meet with their advisors to decide on the courses each will study, and much of the discussion is likely to resolve around whether a student should lighten a heavy load by substituting one or two “knowing what” courses in place of some stiff “knowing how” courses.
To be sure, the content of “knowing what” courses if often the most memorable. A serious study of the history of United States Constitution or King Lear may well leave a stronger imprint on a student’s character than a course in thermodynamics. Nevertheless, at MIT, “knowing how” is held in higher esteem than “knowing what” by faculty and students alike. Why?
It is my theory that “knowing how” is revered because it can be tested. One can test whether a student can apply quantum mechanics, communicate in French, or clone a gene. It is much more difficult to asses an interpretation of a poem, the negotiation of a complex technical compromise, or grasp of the social dynamics of a small, diverse working group. Where you can test, you can set a high standard of proficiency on which everyone is agreed; where you cannot test precisely, proficiency becomes something of a judgment call.
At certain liberal arts colleges, sports appear to be more important than classroom subjects, and with good reason. A sport may be the only training in “knowing how”-in demonstrating certifiable proficiency-that a student undertakes at those colleges. At MIT, sports are a hobby (however passionately pursued) rather than a central focus because we offer a wide range of absorbing “knowing how” activities.
Lesson Four: In science and engineering, you can fool very little of the time. Most of the sweeping generalizations one hears about MIT undergraduates are too outrageous to be taken seriously. The claim that MIT students are naive, however, has struck me as being true, at least in a statistical sense.
Last year, for example, one of our mathematics majors, who had accepted a lucrative offer of employment from a Wall Street firm, telephoned to complain that the politics in his office was “like a soap opera.” More than a few MIT graduates are shocked by their first contact with the professional world after graduation. There is a wide gap between the realities of business, medicine, law, or applied enginering, for example, and the universe of scientific objectivity and theoretical constructs that is MIT.
An education in engineering and science is an education in intellectual honesty. Students cannot avoid learning to acknowledge whether or not they have really learned. Once they have taken their first quiz, all MIT undergraduates know dearly they will pay if they fool themselves into believing they know more than is the case.
On campus, they have been accustomed to people being blunt to a fault about their own limitations-or skills-and those of others. Unfortunately, this intellectual honesty is sometimes interpreted as naivete.
Lesson Five: You don’t have to be a genius to do creative work. The idea of genius elaborated during the Romantic Age (late 18th and 19th centuries) has done harm to education. It is demoralizing to give a young person role models of Beethoven, Einstein, and Feynman, presented as saintly figures who moved from insight to insight without a misstep. Scientific biographies often fail to give a realistic description of personality, and thereby create a false idea of scientific work.
Young people will correct any fantasies they have about genius, however, after they come to MIT. As they start doing research with their professors, as many MIT undergraduates do, they learn another healthy lesson, namely, a professor may well behave like a fumbling idiot.
The drive for excellence and achievement that one finds everywhere at MIT has the democratic effect of placing teachers and students on the same level, where competence is appreciated irrespective of its provenance, Students learn that some of the best ideas arise in groups of scientists and engineers working together, and the source of these ideas can seldom be pinned on specific individuals. The MIT model of scientific work is closer to the communion of artists that was found in the large shops of the Renaissance than to the image of the lonely Romantic genius.
Lesson Six: You must measure up to a very high level of performance. I can imagine a propective student or parent asking, “Why should I (or my child) take calculus at MIT rather than at Oshkosh College? Isn’t the material practically identical, no matter where it is taught, while the cost varies a great deal?”
One answer to this question would be following: One learns a lot more when taking calculus from someone who is doing research in mathematical analysis than from someone who has never published a word on the subject. But this is not the answer; some teachers who is doing research in mathematical analysis than from someone who has never published a word on the subject. But this is not the answer; some teachers who have never done any research are much better at conveying the ideas of calculus than the most brilliant mathematicians.
What matters most is the ambiance in which the course is taught; a gifted student will thrive in the company of other gifted students. An MIT undergraduate will be challenged by the level of proficiency that is expected of everyone at MIT, students and faculty. The expectation of high standards is unconsciously absorbed and adopted by the students, and they carry it with them for life.
Lesson seven: The world and your career are unpredictable, so you are better off learning subjects of permanent value. Some students arrive at MIT with a career plan, many don’t, but it actually doesn’t matter very much either way. Some of the foremost computer scientists of our day received their doctorates in mathematical logic, a branch of mathematics that was once considered farthest removed from applications but that turned out instead to be the key to the development of present-day software. A number of the leading figures in experimental molecular biology received their doctorates in physics. Dramatic career shifts that only a few years ago were the exception are becoming common.
Our students will have a harder time finding rewarding jobs than I had when I graduated in the fifties. The skills the market demands, both in research and industry, are subject to capricious shifts. New professions will be created, and old professions will become obsolete with the span of a few years. Today’s college students have good cause to be apprehensive about future.
The curriculum that most undergraduates at MIT choose to follow focuses less on current occupational skills than on those fundamental areas of science and engineering that at least likely to be affected by technological changes.
Lesson Eight: You are never going to catch up, and neither is anyone else. MIT students often complain of being overworked, and they are right. When I look at the schedules of courses my advisees propose at the beginning of each term, I wonder how they can contemplate that much work. My workload was nothing like that when I was an undergraduate.
The platitudes about the disappearance of leisure are, unfortunately, true, and faculty members at MIT are as heavily burdened as students. There is some satisfaction, however, for a faculty member in encountering a recent graduate who marvels at the light work load they carry in medical school or law school relative to the grueling schedule they had to maintain during their four years at MIT.
Lesson Nine: The future belongs to the computer-literate-squared. Much has been said about computer literacy, and I suspect you would prefer not to hear more on the subject. Instead, I would like to propose the concept computer-literacy-squared, in other words computer literacy to second degree.
A large fraction of MIT undergraduates major in computer science or at least acquire extensive computer skills that are applicable in other fields. In their second year, they catch on to the fact that their required courses in computer science do not provide the whole story. Not because of deficiencies in the syllabus; quite the opposite. The undergraduate curriculum in computer science at MIT is probably the most progressive and advanced such curriculum anywhere. Rather, the students learn that side by side with required courses there is another, hidden curriculum consisting of new ideas just coming into use, new techniques and that spread like wildfire, opening up unsuspected applications that will eventually be adopted into the official curriculum.
Keeping up with this hidden curriculum is what will enable a computer scientist to stay ahead in the field. Those who do not become computer scientists to the second degree risk turning into programmers who will only implement the ideas of others.
Lesson Ten: Mathematics is still the queen of the sciences. Having tried in lessons one through nine to take an unbiased look at the big MIT picture, I’d like to conclude with a plug for my own field, mathematics.
When an undergraduate asks me whether he or she should major in mathematics rather than in another field that I will simply call X, my answer is the following: “If you major in mathematics, you can switch to X anytime you want to, but not the other way around.”
Alumni who return to visit invariably complain of not having taken enough math courses while they were undergraduates. It is a fact, confirmed by the history of science since Galileo and Newton, that the more theoretical and removed from immediate applications a scientific topic appears to be, the more likely it is to eventually find the most striking practical applications. Consider number theory, which only 20 years ago was believed to be the most useless chapter of mathematics and is today the core of computer security. The efficient factorization of integers into prime numbers, a topic of seemingly breathtaking obscurity, is now cultivated with equal passion by software desigers and code breakers.
I am often asked why there are so few applied mathematicians in the department at MIT. The reason is that all of MIT is one huge applied mathematics department; you can find applied mathematicians in practically every department at MIT except mathematics.
From the Association of Alumni and Alumnae of MIT, April 1997First semester, done December 22, 2008
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All the scores came out and I ended up doing not bad on my courses. For research, still not much real progress, and I will keep working on it….
The first semester was intense and very challenging for me.. it is very different from undergrad… and it requires very good time management to be able to take heavy-loaded courses and do research at the same time… In retrospection, I could have done better in many places, but at least now I know what are the right things to do…
Time to take a break now~